You know that feeling where you unknowingly start having expectations from someone but they disappoint you again and again. It's so frustrating cause you don't know whether to be mad at the other party for not meeting your expectation, or yourself for even expecting something from them.
I'm not a saint, I can't go around giving pieces of me and not expect anything nice in return. I don't think I'm selfish or materialistic, just practical and plain truthful t myself.
Maybe shutting people out is more necessary than I first assumed it would be.
